Settling down

My very close friend is going back to hometown, settling down for good. I miss her very much :)

Shopping, watching movies, singing karaoke, etc. We did all of these together. Now she back to her future-to-be husband side, my task of taking care of her has accomplished. Just wish she can be happy forever in her future life.

She is a girl who always need someone to give in, take good care of her. I wish she really can find her happiness. Indeed, at this moment, she is happy, and I am glad about this.

As for me, life goes on. May our friendship can be forever too. Even in future when we have our very own family and life, I wish we will still remember each other.

This entry is too sentimental. No matter what we have been staying together in one country for 1 and half yrs. Time passes too fast. Can it slow down abit?

Lost self confidence

Donno since when, I lost my self confidence, totally...

Is it environment too competitive? Is it its time for me to call it a quit? Is it I'm not clever enough? Is it I'm just not determined enough? Is it my method is wrong?

What I can do bout it? God, help me pls...

The day I longed for ~~~

I will not forget this day forever in my life :)

It is the beginning of another life, which is far more colourful and interesting, with you by my side.

永恒的答问

在世上有多少欢笑能使你快乐永久
试问谁能支配将来永远不必担忧
名和利哪天才足够能使你满足永久
试问就算拥有一切谁能守住眼前的所有

人世间变换无穷变换
今朝多少光彩
在明日转眼消失离开
不朽的生命永存在
在耶稣基督里面
在跟随他的人心间

在世上有多少欢笑能使你快乐永久
试问谁能支配将来永远不必担忧
名和利哪天才足够能使你满足永久
试问就算拥有一切谁能守住眼前的所有

人世间变换无穷变换今朝多少光彩
在明日转眼消失离开不朽的生命永存在
在耶稣基督里面在跟随他的人心间

人世间变换无穷变换今朝多少光彩
在明日转眼消失离开
不朽的生命永存在
在耶稣基督里面
在跟随他的人心间

耶稣基督他是永恒的主宰

Love and Money

I have hurted the most important person in my life, cos I don't wish my friends sad cos me. I don't wish myself gain happiness, but people beside me all sad.

Selfish? Not selfish? Suddenly I can't differentiate it anymore...

We are not being blessed. No blessings, no happiness. They don't really care and understand, i know, but my guilty conscious won't let me do that.

If God is there, please give me a way out. I'm not happy, definitely, but i can't do anything besides giving in to my guilty conscious. I'm lonely...

Finally I know there is problem that cannot be solved. Finally I know how much responsible my heart is, but who will appreciate it? Who will?

God knows. He observes me even when I am sleeping. I know what I have sacrificed, He will repay me one day. He is my Lord, my Father. He is looking at me now, taking care of me.

Please bless us, when others are not...

Pray this all in Jesus Christ name, Amen.

Things to learn in life

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Love

Some people are willing to sacrifice for that...
Some people are willing to argue with parents for that...
Some people are willing to give up most precious thing in life for that...
Worst, some people are willing to end their lives for that...

But, should we ask ourselves, is this the very true love that we are finding? or it is just a mistake?

Love is blind. Our heart should not be blind...